VOODOO NIGHT

23/12/09 today i go VOODOO.....with friend..
i think i mother cant let me out...
but i also tell her i want go VOODOO with friends~
but so impossible she let me go =o
10pm more...iomther fetched me go my friands house..
she live near my mother's friend house =)
then fetch me =) arrived there
i inside to waiting her prepare and ready to hang out~
have 4-5 ppl go VOODOO~
at there we together inside the VOODOO..wating the waiter booking the table for us
we order 2 of pail beer..xiao TAE and shu wen drink and smoke =(
xiao TAE teach me to smoke !!i didnt reject her =D SMOKE TOGETHER LAR =!
AFTER THAT i see my (first EX) EX GIRLFRIEND! so suddenly!
a while i DRUNK already!starting my dance =D syoknya~
1am more..i friend fetch me back her home..and mother call me have 5times
i all also didnt ans =( give her scolded lur..so pity=(
and in the car i vomit =( yer...dirty lar~
mother call me clean the dirty things~i say tomorrow~
i clean the make up on my face ~change the clothes~and then slp!
wow~man im so tired and very faint!

love CONVERSE

today wake ON at 2am more ..
lazy to move to brush teeth and bath~
have a reason can give me energy to move as fast as horse =)
mother promise me today go PARADE ..
go PARADE reason is buy me lovely CONVERSE shoes!
heehe=] happy so much ..love my MAMA~
finish the lunch i stay at room watch tv mother also ~
i pressed her faster to bath and fetch me hang out with her =(
but that MAMA slow motion to move.haiz...gek sei me =(
wait soon.we hang out together!.just me and MAMA both out~
brother stay at home to played the comp~
arrive at PARADE...find parking lar =D
we go PARKSON ~MOTHER say want to bought a lot of clothes to brother &her BF =)
choose so long time =( haiz...i just can help her and GAVE her some comments~
that clothes all cost is RM136~wow...expensive !
at the floor 2...means is his work place..
but dont worry lar.he didnt work today~off already!
we through his work place and go inside the RED.COM to bought some clothes..
payed money after...i pulled my MAMA went inside the CONVERSE shop~
haha~so excited~ to crave something so that one even dreams about it =D
bought a pair of shoes for school wear~hehe =]~the shoes cost RM100 =!
mother say .just for wear to school no need bought the shoes as expensive as like that =.=
DENG....i LOVE CONVERSE mah =(
after that we went OVERKILL to buy the CONVERSE bag~
but haven lar =( so disappointed =(my dream BAG =(
HAIZ........IM unhappy !one shop one shop to find the other PRETTY BAG!
but so that also haven...didnt bought ~
im insist go to CONVERSE find the bag....ask EAST ask WEST...
i sayed i SATUDRDAY come to see again~
after that, mother & me went to KOPITIAM to eat dinner..
when we back before..mother date her friend to came~
chat together...i listen the music ..didnt have listen their topic and information~
finished thier topic we both back home!
arrived home..take today a lot of harvests hehe =]
take in the room.....arranged the harvests..
after i take photo~so tired the mood go to bath~
finish bath~im think 19th what clothes i want to wear...find the beautiful clothes to tryed~
FEW hour after.......stopped to tryed!
my brother let the comp to me internEt the FACEBOOK....
on FACEBOOK i chat with my lovely cousin HONEYKISS~and edit photo to KONG CL~
INTERNET FEW HOUR..UNTIL 4AM...
WOW~so late already......writing the BLOG and ready to go sleep!
MAMA~BABA~gor gor~HONEYKISS~cousin!
and my family members~my friend~and important one person IS HIM!
GOOD NIGHT ALL~SWEET DREAM ~=]

很不舍得honeykiss

两个礼拜的时间就这样平淡的过去了~

我最不舍得的honeykiss要回家了!我也要回家了=（

突然又很想念她了....怎么说她在这两个礼拜都天天陪着我!!

我突然又没有了他!!我怕又来1个人孤单了!!

没人可以晚上让我抱着哭了!!我很怕~...

没人再听我说废话了~我不知道该怎么办!我不知道可以找谁!!

我只知道不至想念honeykiss表妹..也很想念‘他’....

就来要开学了！我很不想上学....很怕回学校看见‘她’会避开她!!

怎么办!!很想转校~...转去看不见她的地方~~

我真的宁愿转去其他学校都不要读pgs了~更何况pgs都不是很好的学校!

我也不想留恋些什么~

我知道我跟他已经分了很久~我也慢慢把想念他的成分减少~

也会掉淡这件事~不再那么容易哭~~我知道哭也不能挽回些什么!

很希望今天是我哭得最后一晚！

我应该专注开学的东西~其实也不用担心些什么~我只没买开学的东西!

可是有很懒出去...谁会把钱投资在我身上??

我觉得我在2010年会变乖~觉得自己变了~不再那么的幼稚!

总之我就不会那么快在谈恋爱!还是读书吧！

我虽然不会变得更勤力~但更加不会在学校捣乱!

乖学生应该比较适合我...我想变乖!1

but...应该没有人相信我咯!我这样的性质!=.=

圣诞节了...我要怎么过??我很怕孤单的度过~我觉得我是在家度过了!

唉...真是可怜....真的是‘寂寞包厢’了~~

很想可以跟他一起度过~我只有幻想!发白日梦=！

不可能会实现！！what is dream come true??this is fake~

all is cant believe.....i endure long time already...

i very hard think some idea how can dont think him again..

but im lose.....im LOSER...he will stay in my HEART forever...

I also miss him EVERYDAY..

Im tired...im want rest in this holiday...

This year.This month .This holiday is my most difficult to spend the day...

Im a Bad Guys ............Bad Girls!

Never people will Love me again....

Miss is the pain breathing

无聊度过~

昨天10点多久起身玩电脑....谁叫我那么早起身!
打算今天去parade的.....12多有谁回了~
睡到1点多.....打算那么迟了...不去的!!心有不甘愿~
试了东西才算啦~再去问grandmum！
差不多3点就去冲凉!去准备!差不多4点才出去......
我又在车上拍照了!!

不久到了parade.......其实我要陪honeykiss买衣服..鞋子的~
买了.....唉~去beyond买眼镜~

我经过‘他’做工的地方...就很想偷偷的看见他~
去店的后面偷看他~都不舍得走......哎哟~想念他就来变花痴了.....
honeykiss他看到我不肯走...就不耐烦!不过还是有等我啦!等我恢复正常!=）
最伤心的是他竟然当看不到!就他1个动作就弄到我1整晚就不开心！
他真的影响力很大!我都要败给他了!

我们不久就去了厕所拍照~~有拍照..........2个都是自恋狂!

!

然后看见朋友~谈下~
走上走下找人！！！！很重要的人~找不到额~
算了..找不到...回家了.......在车上回到家都默默不出声~~
坐在厨房吃了晚餐就1直坐在那边!
唉~~就回房间了....honeykiss听电话我1就直吵着他 !!他当听不到我吵!
那么的当我透明 =(玩电脑玩到12点都不甘愿去冲凉
我在跟kong cl&ce lim 在msn谈天!!!谈了不久.......就要收线了!
我又来肮脏了 哈哈!!
1点多就让电脑给honeykiss玩了....我就去冲凉!
到他跟朋友谈天了!!4点多~我们要睡觉了!到我哥玩电脑!!
zzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ.....................................

尽兴~

早起....叔叔走进来房间弄CPU。。。。
我跟表妹被吵醒.......然后去洗刷.....
grandmum说要载mushroom&我们去吃东西.....
1起出去....在黄金对面吃东西^^

然后会之前看见有车祸......看到很多血....心都寒了......
看见my cousin。。。。然后回家了.....
在车上拍照.....太自恋了 =）

下车也要拍照。。。。



小黄花 honeykiss behind me 家外

进房间看michael jackson 的历史mv =)
然后my uncle要出去买车票.....我跟honeykiss跟着去’游车河‘
带了’苍蝇‘眼镜拍照.....


美吗？美吗?kakazz..........
自恋下都要的啦...=)

我们去了....

买了票.....
叔叔说带我们去豆腐花...

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又去了.....买甜品吃.....差不多rm40$$ =o
拍下来看而已...>>>
然后乖乖回家啦... =)

回家吃晚餐........在外面谈天散步.....
突然看见有几个children 经过....原来认识的!!
看见那个baby很可爱啊....在家外跟grandmum谈天..不久
回家冲凉了.......然后去honeykiss家......
去她房间看yuk choy magazine.....看谁我认识的.....
然后1下就回家了....坐在ruang tamu继续看magazine!
顺便吃cheese cake =)虽然怕肥..可是好吃嘛~
然后进房间无所事事......看honeykiss上网....
突然有种兴趣看被它吸引着了......
上更半夜在客厅看battleground =）
然后上网继续看ELECOLDXHOT以前的表演........
看到我跟honeykiss在电脑面前4笑 =D也一起跳舞........哈哈...
累到!睡觉啦 =）期待ELECOLDXHOT的表演!!
GOOD NITE ALL ....AND HIM =>

不错的心情.....

今天我很早就起身了.....10点多...就打算开电脑上网....
上上下...原来12点多了....mushroom sms来...问我是不是在家....
然后他说他:im coming.....然后就跟honeykiss说....
多1下.....mushroom来了......我就去洗刷.....吃东西....坐在厨房跟表妹1起吃.....
mushroom也来了....他说他要吃粉.....grandmum就煮给他吃...他很大牌!
不过他有少少病了....可怜的她!!
然后坐在客厅.....看下戏。。。玩她的i phone.....玩了1下.....
honeykiss提议又玩big 2 兴致勃勃的她.......我跟mushroom就跟他玩了....
完了1个钟头多....mushroom不玩了....他累了~~睡在地上看着我跟honeykiss玩...
他不知不觉睡着了........我们也玩累了.....我就躺在地上看戏....眼睛累累的....
回房间睡了2个钟头不够.....我爸打来了~~下醒我..问我为什么不开msn...我说我睡觉...
然后感觉热热的...起身了....呆呆的不知去了哪里...又回了房间./...
看着表妹上网......我就争着玩....他突然出去了....msn开着....
nicholas(my cousin BF)找他......mushroom进来跟他在msn chat...
我就出去了....走出外面...阳光晒得眼睛都不想开.....还是乖乖站在门口好了~~
突然我割脚的疤痕给我姑姑(他们的mother)看到了....
幸好机灵的我说是不小心刮伤.....
不久他们要走了....我就继续上网......烂臭电脑又断线~\
我就没好气的去吃晚餐......honeykiss就运动....
我在房间.....听见陌生的声音......我的叔叔从kl回来了......
回来帮我们弄好电脑的speaker.....他真厉害...1下就弄好了...
然后我们有去散不了......走了1个大圈....
回家了......在外面秋千坐坐........然后就谈天.....8点了....
进屋里冲凉.......然后准备看09年颁奖典礼.....到11点....
去城中城吃东西....第2次去了....
到了....叫东西吃....honeykiss要看他的dream man....做了1下就回家了....
上车....那个8por 拍照.......拍照拍到有虫在她的头发......
wowowowowowoowowowoow.........很像毛毛虫的......超恶心!!
在车上1直骂他......叫他离我远点........
回到家立刻检查头发有没有他所谓的恶心昆虫......
心都乱了.....1个字形容::::::卫,..............
然后我honeykiss跟grandmum坐在客厅play BIG2。。。。
玩到1点多....叔叔回来了......也参加我们的节目.......
到3点多....他们要睡了.....我们就回房间准备~~
我就不甘心睡觉.....要写blog.....
我刚写着blog的时候.......我哥跟honeykiss吵架了....
1句话经典::''走7开''从honeykiss的口出..
walao....他那么够力的..吓到叻~~有我的风范.........
晚晚都不甘愿睡的我们...真厉害....就来5点了~~
该说声晚安........第11天的想念他.........