Sorry

Almost 1month . why he still look like unhappy always?
i scare he crty, scare he unhappy, scare his expression is sad face!
if im your girlfriend, i wont let you sad,wont let you think too much.
should everyday spend with smile. but why i cant did it?
Am i failure? im not a best for you.
I know i stubborn , dont listen your advise or notice.
always make you sob or long gas. keep tell me this ,advise me those.
actually, i feel noisy and annoyance, but on the other side, i feel this is happiness.
i got a considerate of my boyfriend. i hope he can keep take care me carefully .
sorry, i always make you moody. and sob.
i know you dislike to hear they name. i still say out purposely.
this not prove i still missing them. i just want make you jealous ,want you care me more.
but, you misunderstand my imply.sorry , always remind their name.
i swear and promise i wont say their name again.
i only thinking and say your name. i Love Edwin Wong.
you tell me never kneel people before. although i dont know real or not.
but that day you kneel for me, you make me so shock, i scare let people saw it.
you said want i marry to you. xD. is that funny?
for me, i feel shame. but my heart is feel happy . i accept you request.
hahahahahahahahaha. like a drama acting.
i hope myself can marry to you. but who can expect future?
our couple life, i hope as long as i can. i dont wanna leave you.
you also is my important person in my heart.
you know? i anxious about your everythings.
although you know me more. i cant learn from you. learn to comprehend to a people.
you really is a genius. may be this reason i love you .

today at school, my friend told me your facebook status post some sad things.
when i hear, im moody and worry , cant concentrate in school.
i make you sad again, i blame myself.
As fast as possible to go home. and online and saw your status.
i think many reason and why. wat i did? wat you saw from anywhere?
why you get hurt? arghhhh. why dont tell me? why always keep it and dont say out.
want me guesS?
sigh...like that, i feel more sob. for you , i just a useless girlfriend.
give you sad, give you hurt, give you worry, give you unhappy.
sorry.
im useless. may be not worth :(

Make a decision

We couple already got 1week more. i can feel he is best for me.
Whatever my daily life, he also meticulous.
when i hungry he will buy something to me purposely.
but. i dont know wat can i dedicate to him. sorry about that.
my friend said we so sweet. hmmm,,, is that true?
start from that day , our relation already change.
is a good deed? would you hate me?
our relation will change to harmful?
I love you increasing daily.
I hope i can see you everyday ,
I hope i can hug you everyday.
I hope i can hold your hand everyday.
I hope i can kiss you everyday.
I hope i can hear your heartbeat everyday.

i like to tease with you when you wanna kiss me.
at first , i couple with you , i just give a chance for each other.
we get on well with each other.it is a good beginning,.

gosh, my heart deeply touched by your sincerely.
your every movement, i will remember and saved in my mind,.
when you shy , when you blush,, make me more like you.
you always coax me with blandishments.
hmm... you thought im 3years old? but it can make me feel happy.
the process of falling in love, i can feel im the happiness girl.
but, i scare the happiness life will take back. a short happiness life.
i rather you be my hubby. can permanently?
i scare you will leave me , i not dare to put alot of feelings in love :(
really want keep the distance. im freaking moody . argghhh...
Finally , last words , i love you