Sorry

Almost 1month . why he still look like unhappy always?
i scare he crty, scare he unhappy, scare his expression is sad face!
if im your girlfriend, i wont let you sad,wont let you think too much.
should everyday spend with smile. but why i cant did it?
Am i failure? im not a best for you.
I know i stubborn , dont listen your advise or notice.
always make you sob or long gas. keep tell me this ,advise me those.
actually, i feel noisy and annoyance, but on the other side, i feel this is happiness.
i got a considerate of my boyfriend. i hope he can keep take care me carefully .
sorry, i always make you moody. and sob.
i know you dislike to hear they name. i still say out purposely.
this not prove i still missing them. i just want make you jealous ,want you care me more.
but, you misunderstand my imply.sorry , always remind their name.
i swear and promise i wont say their name again.
i only thinking and say your name. i Love Edwin Wong.
you tell me never kneel people before. although i dont know real or not.
but that day you kneel for me, you make me so shock, i scare let people saw it.
you said want i marry to you. xD. is that funny?
for me, i feel shame. but my heart is feel happy . i accept you request.
hahahahahahahahaha. like a drama acting.
i hope myself can marry to you. but who can expect future?
our couple life, i hope as long as i can. i dont wanna leave you.
you also is my important person in my heart.
you know? i anxious about your everythings.
although you know me more. i cant learn from you. learn to comprehend to a people.
you really is a genius. may be this reason i love you .

today at school, my friend told me your facebook status post some sad things.
when i hear, im moody and worry , cant concentrate in school.
i make you sad again, i blame myself.
As fast as possible to go home. and online and saw your status.
i think many reason and why. wat i did? wat you saw from anywhere?
why you get hurt? arghhhh. why dont tell me? why always keep it and dont say out.
want me guesS?
sigh...like that, i feel more sob. for you , i just a useless girlfriend.
give you sad, give you hurt, give you worry, give you unhappy.
sorry.
im useless. may be not worth :(