New Life .

Sunday at the night now, i think when i finish update the blog i gonna sleep .
recently,my sleep time become normal. but for me is abnormal. xD
9-10 already can fall asleep. i hope i can keep this situation everyday.
hmm.. feel like alot of things wanna write down at here.
what should i start now?
hmm. i feel the world are changed, i cant recognize this world and my life.
this is my sucks life, it is can prove how am i failure.
should i because a guy and give up all my things?
or should i give up a guy and improve my life?
actually , i am not that strong , i always is a loser on love game.
single life really suitable for me? i should not fall in love to person?
i folded five hundred and twenty love .i feel myself is a stupid.
why will folded those thing? this is first time and last time .
i wont do it like this. this is a stupid guys will did it.
once already enough. no twice.
this is waste my sincerity. that is not worthy. right?
whatever, this is the fact. i will accept it.
hard to fall in love with other boys. not dare, and dont feel wanna challenge myself.
i wanna rock my life. i wanna be a strong girl.
how difficult things i can use my smile to solve this.
hahahahahhaa. very absurd . right?
i just comfort myself. at least i know how to make myself cheer up.
Last night,Barroom rock my night.
how long i didnt go club. i love my guys, this is freaking enjoyment.
make me almost forgetten own.
please my god, give a some enjoyment like last night.
alcohol and music accompany me.
thanks Munchun and Kelvin this both brother take care me.
last night is a good good night. xD
awchh.. feel drunk . at the car talk alot of nonsense. xD
back home and clean makeup, after that fall asleep like a piggy.
something make me shocked. when i sleep, dream about him.
ehem..dont misunderstand. he is Mr. abc'X'e.
is a nightmare for me. LOL. never mind. i should forget it.
waked up at 11something, feel hungry, last night drink a lot alcohol.
ate my lunch with my mum and bro, afterward back home.
actually, i am tired today. but i want my sleep time is normal.
endure the sleepy and yawn, finish update blog and go to bed.
erm... what should i say at last? I AM SLEEPY.
hahahahahaha. night guys. wish myself have sweet sweet dream :D

Valentine Day

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valentine eve .

Tomorrow.
Is valentine day.
i think, have a lot of pairs couple will celebrate and enjoy on tomorrow.
boys and girls are prepare the present send to theirs lover.
some people will make the romantic to impress their lover.
and tomorrow the most suitable person to confession to someone.
romantic like cant imagine, how sweet they are.
send flower? card? chocolate? jewelery? rings? clothes? cook?
or have some special surprise?
honestly to say, i really envy the couples have their own lover.
i still remember last year.
since from 16 years, i first time with a boy celebrate the valentine day .
But. This Year! i will during valentine alone.
Stay at home whole night. LOL. is WHOLE NIGHT.
Valentine , can you disappear on tomorrow?
Skip tomorrow. that is not a happy day for me.
i dont want tears accompany me whole night.
i think no need wait for tomorrow, tears are accompany me right now.
Actually, how about him tomorrow?
who accompany him to spend valentine day?
his brothers? sisters? or a girl ?
where he will going tomorrow?
club? candle dinner? her house? or his house?
hmmm... i dont know what i worrying for?
i have no right to worry about him :/
i should pretend to dont care, i wont care.
cannot to care anymore.
he wont lonely on tomorrow. alot of dating.right?
sigh, my friends, please accomapany me tomorrow.
really dont want alone , i hate alone.
valentine day , is lonely single day for me.
im tired.
tired to waiting a person,
tired to missing a person.
tired to loving a person.
tired to crying for a person.
is that my tears is worth?

Giving up......