New Life .

Sunday at the night now, i think when i finish update the blog i gonna sleep .
recently,my sleep time become normal. but for me is abnormal. xD
9-10 already can fall asleep. i hope i can keep this situation everyday.
hmm.. feel like alot of things wanna write down at here.
what should i start now?
hmm. i feel the world are changed, i cant recognize this world and my life.
this is my sucks life, it is can prove how am i failure.
should i because a guy and give up all my things?
or should i give up a guy and improve my life?
actually , i am not that strong , i always is a loser on love game.
single life really suitable for me? i should not fall in love to person?
i folded five hundred and twenty love .i feel myself is a stupid.
why will folded those thing? this is first time and last time .
i wont do it like this. this is a stupid guys will did it.
once already enough. no twice.
this is waste my sincerity. that is not worthy. right?
whatever, this is the fact. i will accept it.
hard to fall in love with other boys. not dare, and dont feel wanna challenge myself.
i wanna rock my life. i wanna be a strong girl.
how difficult things i can use my smile to solve this.
hahahahahhaa. very absurd . right?
i just comfort myself. at least i know how to make myself cheer up.
Last night,Barroom rock my night.
how long i didnt go club. i love my guys, this is freaking enjoyment.
make me almost forgetten own.
please my god, give a some enjoyment like last night.
alcohol and music accompany me.
thanks Munchun and Kelvin this both brother take care me.
last night is a good good night. xD
awchh.. feel drunk . at the car talk alot of nonsense. xD
back home and clean makeup, after that fall asleep like a piggy.
something make me shocked. when i sleep, dream about him.
ehem..dont misunderstand. he is Mr. abc'X'e.
is a nightmare for me. LOL. never mind. i should forget it.
waked up at 11something, feel hungry, last night drink a lot alcohol.
ate my lunch with my mum and bro, afterward back home.
actually, i am tired today. but i want my sleep time is normal.
endure the sleepy and yawn, finish update blog and go to bed.
erm... what should i say at last? I AM SLEEPY.
hahahahahaha. night guys. wish myself have sweet sweet dream :D