'' A Sigh Of The Night''

Tonight is a bad night for me again.
i think i will happy to spend t0nighy.
finally, is make me disappointed.and i know i not important for him also.
i miss him also. but i moody , i dont know can talk with who.
dont know can find who, im helpless. who understand me?

Dont talk others,
just now. i 12 something arrived my home.
10something, i claim my brother fetch me go his house.
so luckily, he promise already.
when the brother's friend come to fetch , go in the car.
text him said, wanna find him.
i know you are work soon.but, i hope i can see you awhile.i know i make you moody,i thought want make you happy.
you dont want i come find you. i reach at the CC near your house.
not dare to tell you and find you. i will add your annoyance.
stay at CC with my brother, chat with Oscar.
online chat with my mother, want she came to fetch me back.
i stay at there is useless, wait until what time also cant see you.
when my mother fetch me. buy the oreo-mcflurry.
i want my mother through his work place.i hope i can see him.
finally, his shadow also didnt see .im failure.
why?
I should blame myself. why couple also cant be a good example.
Am i childish? may be~