simple me.

At the first, i can tell all the people, im Okay. i know how to be stronger.
falling in love is a normal and simple thing.
have a chance, but also have the opportunity to separate .

Tuesday afternoon until now Wednesday evening,
i didnt sleep whole day, when i close my eyes, the memories like slide show appear in my mind.
awchhh. how suffer is it. this is the reason i cant asleep.
At the school, my expression cant seem like too sad.
i need cheer up by myself. when i in front Celim ,i giving up to pretend.
because she understand my feelings, she tried.
she want i give up all the expectation of him.
Dont worry ,i will give up hope. although i still missing him.
Try my best. i always tell the friends of my side.imma Strong :)
How difficult matter,i also can survive. everyday cheer up .

before the recess,i am crying while telling her our conversation.
She is the second one told me want i give up again.
conclusion is i should give up everything's about him.
This is the best medicine to cure myself .GiveUp.
I will be gradually reduced to expectation of him.
One Word. TIMING! i need time.
I have alot of confidence give up everything's of him :)
after that, i have my new life.single life.
sincerely ,really thanks my friends and my mother , they keep comfort me always.
and today tuition, He said Hi to me. LOL. i avoid him !
too late of my response.i might already scared of him.
Finish the tuition, i also said Hi to him :)
while me and Kong are waiting my mother fetch.
we are going Mcd waiting, i saw him again.
we look at each other=.= i make a weird expression let him see. xD
He make same expression to me.LMAO.
finally ,my mother came. get in the car.
Me ,kong and my mother chat in the car. and radio play the songs of i loving.
Grenade,Solo,My life would sucks with you,Apologize.
reached home.
I online facebook. did something(secret)
and write a status of my feelings.
afterward i went to bath and eat my dinner plus lunch.
I really freaking tired today, almost 7pm i fall to sleep.zzZZZ.
waked up at almost 10,online and write my blog now.
although, today also not a happy day for me, i try control myself dont view his things anymore.
LOKECHIJHIN is giving up.
good luck to me :)pray to myself:)

Give me a sweet dream tonight without him.:D