be Strong

GOSH GOSH GOSH.
Break already.
1 MSG:i want to break. .
kay. all OVER.the end.
i accept.done.
i gave hurt again. haih.
whatever.i open facebook go change the relationship.
SINGLE.
i delete the relationship post. i dont want who else comments or like.
may be is best for me.we already no more feelings to each others.
as fast break as good.third times said Break. wat the feelings of this?
first time let a boy hurt me 3 times. first time initiative find a boy.
arghhh .suffer . you knw?
sunday.5somethings waked up thought many things. .i reluctant.
but i know we are OVER.
already impossible.
my mouth said want flirt many guys.
but my heart still thinking about him.
double dealing.im so sucks.
moody to spend whole day.
. already got many people know we happened.!
i know someone glad someone will console me.
ask me wat happen the relationship. i just can answer NOTHING HAPPENED.
act nothing to face up everyone.
my friends ask me. im fine?
yes. im fucking fine.. i can spend the suffer day .
i dont need him also have a excellent life..
PLEASE dont remind his name infront me. ,sigh.
at school today.
my friends feel im so sad .erm.... in front them act nothing and smile to face up.
i dont admit im sad. although is facts.
i need become strong. im a special . cant let own moody and down!
but i endure so long. finally , i cried out.
why so easy cried?. im so useless.
just a little setback .why will cried.
sigh.
she say . when we separate,final discover im still love him.
i had rather throw or forget the memories about him.
I DONT WANT.
when i recollect the memories.i will lose control . dropped my tears.
grrr.. i need tissue.
i need console.
i need times, to forget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!