Nobody can be trust?

Today,not a special day for me.
may be write blog is my habit already.
wat i want to express today?hm..... i also dont knw.
may be i boring now. want get somethings to do.
our life gt alot of things to worry or think over.
im 16years old.
wat i worrying now?
4 parts, Family ,School record, Friendships and Love
such of these i need to worry.
Family. i am single-parent family. only got my mother beside me.
i scare when i lost my mother.wat will happen to me.
seem like a orphan. my father is oversea. dont know how long can see him once.
School record. When i study at secondary school. i gradually become a naughty student.
may be is friends affect me become a stubborn and naughty.
and my result little by little is worst.
gosh!!! feel like self reproach.apologize to my Family.
Friendship. im form4 now. when i stay at this phase.
everywhere is gossip around on you.
and not all of friends also can put much dependence on.
somethings can tell . somethings only can believe yourself.
i hate pretend. pretend like so friendly or close with whose.
if really want be a friend with whoever. please dedicate yours sincere.
i not saying who.please use your sincere treat your friends.
and dont selfish ,insult, arrogant ! this like making my feel strong dislike or disgust.
please respect yourself and others people.
Love. i be in love already 4times. got many memories of each others.
I agree a sentence. Love Is Blind.
when i falling in Love. i can neglect or ignore my family and friends.
every times when i separate with lover. i will learn from experience.
must always remind ownself dont easily to final conclusion.
every times experience barter with tears..
this is very cruel for me. hm.......
who can be worthy to trust?