Family is the First

Recently, dont knw wat going on my mood is fall to valley.
Even though date me or invite me.i almost all refuse.
who affect my mood?
school days or wat events. no interesting on anythings else.
this few weeks. my life seem like quiet ordinary.
sleep early. and wake early.
wat the hell going on of me?
i mAd. i know that is not a good things for me.
I Miss My Family. i need their accompany me always.
i hope my mother can accompany me. and i miss my brother.
although, he is freaking naughty, and always bully me. disturb me.
but i already habit he arise in my life everyday.
he leave for work.
whole place of house is very quietly. who else can chat with me?
yesterday midnight .
someone found me . say want i be his girlfriend.
woah. is that too shocked?suddenly my brain is blank.
is a joke. i buy his idea.
so fast accept the relationship. am i mad?
outsiders must misunderstand our relation.
but i also dont need to explain to everyone.

Everyday also iterate .
how can change my life?i want i everyday without annoyance.
everyday keep the smile to face up everyone.
i feel like lonely everyday. alot of friends equal alone .
i not means my friends is invisible. my friends is give my happy a moment.
when leave them? become alone again.

i miss my cousin Liew Yoke Xin. but i cant always see her.
she really is my good listener.she knw me many things.
and she care me also.she is like simple-minded, no scheming.
that why we so close. no secret. i like this feelings.
and my Lovely mother. she take care me everyday.
she is my all. she is my mother and my father. two in one.
i knw she everyday busy so much. but i also disturb and argue with her .
quiet SUI LUI BAO.
DAD. i waiting for you back. imissyou

erm.. i love a song now. : 21GUNS.
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