I back Ipoh on thursday night. 23th December.
I stay my cousin house one day of overnight.
then i think i next day back my home and went to find him.
This few days on HK. i miss my Mother and Him.
But,can make sure i most miss that one is him. i never leave him one day or two day.
This Trip will leave him for almost one week. for me , is a long long time.
hard to spend my days. everynight hope can On Facebook to told him , i missing him.
Finally, i really back Ipoh.
Sorry , my first target not to found you. i Online Facebook to check him.
i wanna know he this few days when i leave him, what he did.
I view his Blog with expectation.
He promise me he will wrote down this few days without me is how to spend.
Actually I never tried the day without him. But, he tried.
Sigh, i am sorry to him. When i leave him few days , he will cranky.
But, if i have choice. i will choose dont want to go .i dont wanna leave him.
when i saw his blog. i had one conclusion . He will break up with me.
did everything without mood. my heart already get hurt.
we quarrel whole night with tears until almost 7am.
You know this time i make a decision. I choose break up.
and i know he get mad and hurt deeply. i know all is my fault .
If i treasure him wont have this happened. if not we are should happiness now.
I am tired to cried. this worst since the quarrel. Is hurt each other.
Next day, i changed the relationship on Facebook. I am Single.
after i click the SAVE, i hope i am dreaming. but, i should accepted the truth.
i sent a message to him. for last message .
Not dare to pick up his call. finally , my cousin pick up herself. talk to him.
actually i am beside her and listen what their talking about.
already tired on this situation. Quarrel, Cry,Angry,Jealous.
Sigh. when can spend the days without those?
All my friend knew we is Break up. Bad news Or Good news?
Kong call me . she ask me what happened we had. Thanks for care.
My friend date me to go out.I thought i will stay at home alone.
Christmas eve i should hang out with my friends and happily.
Single Day for me.
Lavish. I dont know how to cheer up. only know drink alot.
i accompany Kong went to toilet. she is crying. she make me thinking about him again.
She affect my mood. Gosh, I cried again.
they are looking my crying face. is fucking shame.
i destroy the ambience. Celim and 'Him' wipe my tears.
they ask me where is my boyfriend .How i answer them?
Sorry im drunk. cant stand and walk steady.
when i drunk, i know i am talk alot nonsense .cant remember.==
and I hope i can see him again. But where is him?
I miss him. I really hope he will get back .
they are help me to find him, When he hugging me i thought i am dreaming .
i can feel his warm body , i can hear his sound. :)
feel like more safety. because he is only one can give me safety.
hmm.... why i will went his house? I hurt his mother when i drunk.
ophss. sorry to his mother. i not purposely.
finally, i overnight there. that means we recouple back?or what?
my mother missed call many times . i will get scold from my mother.
But , never mind. He is most important. I dont care all else anymore.
Actually , our relation is become better? why i had no feeling?
Hope we will continue the happiness life.
Yesterday , 26th december.
I stay at home whole day. at night.
Someone told me somethings on msn. that is top secret for we both.
about Lavish that night.i think i would have felt. she told me is real.
i cant do anything, i should be a good girlfriend.:)
This is what i should do now. i want a happiness life with him and enjoyment.
Babe I Love You So Much.
You remember a song? 'Hurt so Bad'
this song not prove i am sad or get hurt .
the lyrics is got meaningful
Bady I Love You So Much
你走了 我的心在淌血
Bady You Hurt Me So Bad
想要你回到 我的世界
Bady I Love You So Much
你给我的诺言 已经瓦解
Bady You Hurt Me So Bad
只要我们都爱着 无论多苦都值得
I really love you. Edwin WonG .
2010年12月28日星期二
2010年11月10日星期三
'' A Sigh Of The Night''
Tonight is a bad night for me again.
i think i will happy to spend t0nighy.
finally, is make me disappointed.and i know i not important for him also.
i miss him also. but i moody , i dont know can talk with who.
dont know can find who, im helpless. who understand me?
Dont talk others,
just now. i 12 something arrived my home.
10something, i claim my brother fetch me go his house.
so luckily, he promise already.
when the brother's friend come to fetch , go in the car.
text him said, wanna find him.
i know you are work soon.but, i hope i can see you awhile.i know i make you moody,i thought want make you happy.
you dont want i come find you. i reach at the CC near your house.
not dare to tell you and find you. i will add your annoyance.
stay at CC with my brother, chat with Oscar.
online chat with my mother, want she came to fetch me back.
i stay at there is useless, wait until what time also cant see you.
when my mother fetch me. buy the oreo-mcflurry.
i want my mother through his work place.i hope i can see him.
finally, his shadow also didnt see .im failure.
why?
I should blame myself. why couple also cant be a good example.
Am i childish? may be~
i think i will happy to spend t0nighy.
finally, is make me disappointed.and i know i not important for him also.
i miss him also. but i moody , i dont know can talk with who.
dont know can find who, im helpless. who understand me?
Dont talk others,
just now. i 12 something arrived my home.
10something, i claim my brother fetch me go his house.
so luckily, he promise already.
when the brother's friend come to fetch , go in the car.
text him said, wanna find him.
i know you are work soon.but, i hope i can see you awhile.i know i make you moody,i thought want make you happy.
you dont want i come find you. i reach at the CC near your house.
not dare to tell you and find you. i will add your annoyance.
stay at CC with my brother, chat with Oscar.
online chat with my mother, want she came to fetch me back.
i stay at there is useless, wait until what time also cant see you.
when my mother fetch me. buy the oreo-mcflurry.
i want my mother through his work place.i hope i can see him.
finally, his shadow also didnt see .im failure.
why?
I should blame myself. why couple also cant be a good example.
Am i childish? may be~
2010年10月19日星期二
Take Care. please.
Exam today.subject ENGLISH. i thought i get confidence on this .
But. when i open the first page of exam paper. my face is changed.
that is not easy i thought.slept awhile do awhile.
finally is perfunctory to done it. i think i can expect my score.
when want to think out a composition, my brain is thinking about Jou Gong.
always feel wanna sleep.
i think it because yesterday.i awakened because my Lovely Mother.
Repeatedly make noisy , make my hard to sleep.
i think i got a big big panda eyes on my face. can imagine this is very ugly.
and today, we discussed about a new promotion from DiGi.
''DiGi Easy Prepaid'' got 3 friends and family.
Only that 3FnF ,call an text wont reduce the credit from phone.
is that great for us? we discuss and imagine about when using this things.
can track and check theirs boyfriends whenever and anywhere.
Back home. text my Bie . seriously, i miss him much today.
after bath, continue to text with him. he called me.
chat awhile, i away. said when i finish will find me for 3G.
finally, we waiting each other. misunderstand again. wait until i sleepy .
gradually , i fall to sleep. sorry .is tired
when i sleep soo sweet, Cb her is calling me. forgive me , ignore your call.
7something, i text him and her back, chat alot.
he said want buy dinner for me, i said i wanna eat OREO MCFLURRY.
my good boyfriend already promise me said buy ''Wan Tan Mee'' and Milo,Orea mcflurry .
finished conversation.i went ate my dinner.
afterward online ! my relative is visit us. especially my grandfather.
He is calling me. he said he is waiting me outside my house.
take 2 pack of stuff to me. very thanks you came my house purposely.
he is on the way home.and i enjoy my Mcflurry,is freaking delicious for me.
even though , i know that will be fat . but whatever,ate first.
sorry i watching drama ignore you already.End the drama,i quickly text him.
wanna hear his sweet and cutie sound. but just awhile.
i sad and cry. he accompany me the time very short. heartpain.
he going work at midnight, he sleep not enough in this 2days.
you thought you really is a Superhuman? even though a superman also need rest.
you are stronger than superhero. where your strength come from?
know i will worry? sigh. please .go sleep when you cant endure.dont stubborn brace until you illness!!! i feel compunction . and regret ;(
take care yourself carefully when you at the single time without me.
I love you my future husband .
But. when i open the first page of exam paper. my face is changed.
that is not easy i thought.slept awhile do awhile.
finally is perfunctory to done it. i think i can expect my score.
when want to think out a composition, my brain is thinking about Jou Gong.
always feel wanna sleep.
i think it because yesterday.i awakened because my Lovely Mother.
Repeatedly make noisy , make my hard to sleep.
i think i got a big big panda eyes on my face. can imagine this is very ugly.
and today, we discussed about a new promotion from DiGi.
''DiGi Easy Prepaid'' got 3 friends and family.
Only that 3FnF ,call an text wont reduce the credit from phone.
is that great for us? we discuss and imagine about when using this things.
can track and check theirs boyfriends whenever and anywhere.
Back home. text my Bie . seriously, i miss him much today.
after bath, continue to text with him. he called me.
chat awhile, i away. said when i finish will find me for 3G.
finally, we waiting each other. misunderstand again. wait until i sleepy .
gradually , i fall to sleep. sorry .is tired
when i sleep soo sweet, Cb her is calling me. forgive me , ignore your call.
7something, i text him and her back, chat alot.
he said want buy dinner for me, i said i wanna eat OREO MCFLURRY.
my good boyfriend already promise me said buy ''Wan Tan Mee'' and Milo,Orea mcflurry .
finished conversation.i went ate my dinner.
afterward online ! my relative is visit us. especially my grandfather.
He is calling me. he said he is waiting me outside my house.
take 2 pack of stuff to me. very thanks you came my house purposely.
he is on the way home.and i enjoy my Mcflurry,is freaking delicious for me.
even though , i know that will be fat . but whatever,ate first.
sorry i watching drama ignore you already.End the drama,i quickly text him.
wanna hear his sweet and cutie sound. but just awhile.
i sad and cry. he accompany me the time very short. heartpain.
he going work at midnight, he sleep not enough in this 2days.
you thought you really is a Superhuman? even though a superman also need rest.
you are stronger than superhero. where your strength come from?
know i will worry? sigh. please .go sleep when you cant endure.dont stubborn brace until you illness!!! i feel compunction . and regret ;(
take care yourself carefully when you at the single time without me.
I love you my future husband .
2010年10月10日星期日
09,10-10-2010 is bad day.
Know wat festival today? 10.10.10.
hmm... feel like special day. but dont know got wat special for mexD
whatever. write blog better right?
erm... yesterday went Parade after Jusco
went parade with my lj .and kelvin.
walk around at parade.and ate at sushi king.
those dai siu jie call we go jj as fast as possible.arrival immediately.
kelvin chitchat with his friends, we both went converse meet calvin for them.
chat awhile. ;D is playful and funny there.
is time to going Jusco.
reached JJ.
when saw them. intend walk together.but,not really that good for me.
Them. but they look like discord between friendship.
we cant walk gather together. later quarrel at there.
walk each other better . i hope i can joined them to shopping.
hm..... i cant. it is complicated between us.
we go cinema there see which mvoie are available and nice one.
hm... alot of i wanna watch but still not available.waiting next time.
Watch cartoon. xD
bought the ticket, and went eat again.
munq told me, they want back home soon.
leave her alone.we join her.accompany her, edwin and kelvin keep tease her.
make munq angry and feel helpless. cutie her.
wanna go secret recipe gea. but kelvin tease her.make she angry !go away already.
just bought the New Yoke cheese cake packaged in plain boxes.
and accompany munq waiting his daddy fetch her.
while we walk, my mr.wong are typing with my phone with someone.
texting who? my male friend, he is become mad and angry.
said want give him warning. == i dumbfounded. i want stop him?
i didnt said anythings. just worry him . i know he jealous xD
when he jealous and the serious face, i like it. .
is time to watch movie.
Sammy Adventures: The Secret Passage.
regret watch this. bored so much. sigh.
finish the movie, kelvin back his house, leave we both, went mr.edwin house xD
stay at house flirting and watch TV at there. 11somethings, back home.
chat on the phone.after slept.
today wake up early,ownself cook at kitchen.is that weird?
eat finish , my little babe called me. chat awhile, he play Dota with friends soon.
i online myself. play each other.
ate Wu Gui Bao just now. arghh. so full one. become my dinner already!
i keep online until now. chat with friends.
he keep play until now. arghhh... gik sei ngo lar.
i act angry purposely. want he worry about me..
Cb him. busy so much .wanna punch him ==
texting with him also like moody.
Mr.Edwin Wong. wat happen to you today? ==
hmm... feel like special day. but dont know got wat special for mexD
whatever. write blog better right?
erm... yesterday went Parade after Jusco
went parade with my lj .and kelvin.
walk around at parade.and ate at sushi king.
those dai siu jie call we go jj as fast as possible.arrival immediately.
kelvin chitchat with his friends, we both went converse meet calvin for them.
chat awhile. ;D is playful and funny there.
is time to going Jusco.
reached JJ.
when saw them. intend walk together.but,not really that good for me.
Them. but they look like discord between friendship.
we cant walk gather together. later quarrel at there.
walk each other better . i hope i can joined them to shopping.
hm..... i cant. it is complicated between us.
we go cinema there see which mvoie are available and nice one.
hm... alot of i wanna watch but still not available.waiting next time.
Watch cartoon. xD
bought the ticket, and went eat again.
munq told me, they want back home soon.
leave her alone.we join her.accompany her, edwin and kelvin keep tease her.
make munq angry and feel helpless. cutie her.
wanna go secret recipe gea. but kelvin tease her.make she angry !go away already.
just bought the New Yoke cheese cake packaged in plain boxes.
and accompany munq waiting his daddy fetch her.
while we walk, my mr.wong are typing with my phone with someone.
texting who? my male friend, he is become mad and angry.
said want give him warning. == i dumbfounded. i want stop him?
i didnt said anythings. just worry him . i know he jealous xD
when he jealous and the serious face, i like it. .
is time to watch movie.
Sammy Adventures: The Secret Passage.
regret watch this. bored so much. sigh.
finish the movie, kelvin back his house, leave we both, went mr.edwin house xD
stay at house flirting and watch TV at there. 11somethings, back home.
chat on the phone.after slept.
today wake up early,ownself cook at kitchen.is that weird?
eat finish , my little babe called me. chat awhile, he play Dota with friends soon.
i online myself. play each other.
ate Wu Gui Bao just now. arghh. so full one. become my dinner already!
i keep online until now. chat with friends.
he keep play until now. arghhh... gik sei ngo lar.
i act angry purposely. want he worry about me..
Cb him. busy so much .wanna punch him ==
texting with him also like moody.
Mr.Edwin Wong. wat happen to you today? ==
2010年10月6日星期三
Nonsense !
Today, i suddenly moody because of him.
when i going shower,he already offline.
i can feel his mood changed.but i still dont know wat happened.
take the initiative to text him. he is crying. why he cry?
finally he told me.
i hate it. ''they say'' wat is ''they say''?
those gossip , comment, nonsense will affect the feelings between us.
that means our love was not stable. why just a little things will make us unhappy.
why just a nonsense will break the feelings of us. this is fragile.sigh
need to take my ex to compare with you?is this necessary?
i always cant give you feel safety, i cant let you regain confidence!
arghhh. i still is a loser. failure again and again.
i blamefulness.
i have a bad impression on others. always destroy my image.
if i really is a bad girl. please leave me. the farther is the better.
no need spend and waste the timing on me.
but . i couple with you is my choice, i dont care someone else talk malarky.
heard dont put in heart. that is not important for us.
that is freaking brainless and i hate those bastard.i dont care whoever.
let me know who the fuck are spreading rumors.
i hate them. i hate !!!!!!!ish.....
At last~
Edwin Wong, i love you.but i really dont know how to prove it.
you still cant feel my loyal.
speechless at all.i had nothing to do,say!
when i going shower,he already offline.
i can feel his mood changed.but i still dont know wat happened.
take the initiative to text him. he is crying. why he cry?
finally he told me.
i hate it. ''they say'' wat is ''they say''?
those gossip , comment, nonsense will affect the feelings between us.
that means our love was not stable. why just a little things will make us unhappy.
why just a nonsense will break the feelings of us. this is fragile.sigh
need to take my ex to compare with you?is this necessary?
i always cant give you feel safety, i cant let you regain confidence!
arghhh. i still is a loser. failure again and again.
i blamefulness.
i have a bad impression on others. always destroy my image.
if i really is a bad girl. please leave me. the farther is the better.
no need spend and waste the timing on me.
but . i couple with you is my choice, i dont care someone else talk malarky.
heard dont put in heart. that is not important for us.
that is freaking brainless and i hate those bastard.i dont care whoever.
let me know who the fuck are spreading rumors.
i hate them. i hate !!!!!!!ish.....
At last~
Edwin Wong, i love you.but i really dont know how to prove it.
you still cant feel my loyal.
speechless at all.i had nothing to do,say!
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